I've been working a bit--added a scene or two involving Ephren's inner emotions. You have no idea how much I really want to work on this game and finish it, and I've had a lot of sudden inspiration to work, but then I end up opening RPG maker 2003 and almost puking at my maps. They're not bad--it's just... Well, I honestly don't know. It's like writer's block-- a clog of information so that I don't know what to do and seem too overwelmed. I'm tired of seeing all my maps a billion times over when I just browse through thinking of what simple task I could work on. After a few minutes of deciding what to do, I lose all inspiration and interest.
My maps do nothing for me. I want to design something really great--a game everyone will remember and not just be forgotten. More importantly, I want to win a Misao or do something never before done in an Rpg maker game.
This is not the end. I promised you guys and myself I would finish this (It will be my second complete demo) and I seriously am going to. I just need to force myself finish Cyria and then it all should come into place after that.
Thanks for stopping by and reading all my crap.
~Stedar
